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    April 29

    what is it I do?

    What I do: -brainstorm-

    you will notice me, because I don't want to be noticed

    You will notice me because I'm different

    you will want to make me happy because I am sad

    you will notice me or I will make you feel guilty for not noticing me

    I won't accept positive attention because I do not deserve it, I must be pitied, given negative attention or help you, to make you acknowlege my existence without giving me attention so I can hurt myself more.

    I let you know something's wrong for attention and ptiy, but do not disclose so as to avoid hurt.

    I am not worthy of your love, but I will take your pity, so I will make you pity me.  and that is how you will love me.


    I hate my life, make it better. and I will make yours worse
    10:23 PM | Blog it

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    Jeremy Reidwrote:
    Countertransference of thought in life, of feeling in pain.

    "Delivered from the blast, the last of a line of lasts, the pale princess of a palace cracked. And now the kingdom comes, crashing down undone and I am a master of a nothing place of recoil and grace."
    May 1
    Carla Labellewrote:
    it;s what acts are

    I was unaware before, but I'm starting to see them now. and I love it.
    Apr. 30
    Studgywrote:
    Ulterior motives.
    Is this what life has become?
    Apr. 30

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